Failure. Regret. Sexual deviance. A thrown ceramic artifact of the Safavid Dynasty at a Soviet-era stone wall. Mental illness. Drug abuse history/usage. Hopeless. Organ failures. Loneliness. Guilt towards loved ones. Self-harm. A lack of equipment to let us accurately convey how we wish our music to resonate with people, and resonate with walls. Peasant food. Unholy. Sinning for sinning itself. NO